To The Daughters of The Pedophile-Sex-Abuser Maimuna Salma,

You are the daughters of a pedophile and sexual abuser. Your mother Maimuna Salma is a predatory child molester, a disgusting person and pedophile, a psychopath. I refuse to continue to empower the child molester, sexual abuser Maimuna Salma by holding in what I have long needed to openly express.

Your pedophile mother Maimuna Salma groomed and manipulated me and another little girl younger than me when we were just little girls, with neither of us knowing at the time that the other was being abused. We trusted her because she was an older adult and a family member, invited into our home by people who thought they could trust her. She sexually abused me and the other little girl for years through elementary and middle school. Your mother exhibits psychopathic behavior, so when the truth started to come out years later, of course she lied, cried, and lied some more about everything.

A person who selectively cares about children does not care about children at all. I hope you understand this. I hope you never forget that your mother Maimuna Salma is a pedophile and child molester. I hope you understand how much psychological, mental, emotional, and spiritual harm your child molester of a mother has caused.

The purpose of these letters is to express the truth, so I can have peace of mind and sleep at night, and finally move on with my life. Even writing these letters and typing these words has been a long, arduous, and traumatic experience in of itself. I am constantly reliving the nightmares. Trauma freezes you in time, and I am still stuck. I have been hitting a wall and burning out trying to suppress my emotions, anger, and trauma – suppressing my whole being in attempts to move on and try to live my life, but I have not been able to.

You need to understand that individuals like me who suppress – forced to suppress in order to survive – their trauma to maintain outward appearances of normalcy experience a slow, internal deterioration. I have been dying inside. By burying our emotional pain and trauma, we experience psychological implosion. As suppressed emotions accumulate, they manifest in various ways, such as anxiety, depression, substance abuse, physical illness, CPTSD, and suicidal ideation. The pursuit of external validation and achievements, which I tried hard to do, absolutely cannot compensate for the trauma and horror that still lives inside of me. Without adequate processing and expression of trauma, survivors of child sexual abuse find ourselves trapped in a cycle of deep suffering, unable to fully live authentically or experience true fulfillment. Stuck. I need the suicidal ideation to stop, so I must fully express these truths and you must wholeheartedly understand them.

When I was a college student and trying to fight for justice as best as I could at the time and with the knowledge I had, your pedophile mother Maimuna Salma had the nerve to call my mother and lie about everything. Since your child molester of a mother had the nerve to lie back then, I now have the nerve to tell you these truths so I can be free and try to move on from this trauma.

As I mentioned, someone who selectively cares about children, i.e. abuses some but not others, does not care about children at all. Do you think your mother Maimuna Salma has integrity and cares about children? There is something diabolical about people who only apologize and take accountability once the truth is out in public, but your child molester Maimuna Salma never did either, she just kept lying like a psychopath with no ethical principles.

I have felt sick for so long, and I do not want to feel sick anymore. The shame and horror I have carried for so long should never have been mine to carry. My suicidal ideation because of this abuse and trauma made me think and feel that I want to kill myself. No, I do not want to kill myself; rather I need to kill the implosion, this unbearable burden, I have carried inside of me for so long.

These are horrific truths I have carried inside for years, truths that have been suffocating me and keeping me stuck in trauma. These letters are a way for me to finally express those truths and, hopefully, begin to heal from the pain that your child molester mother Maimuna Salma has caused me and another little girl.

Your mother Maimuna Salma is a predator. She groomed me and another little girl, manipulated us into thinking she cared for us, and then violated that trust in the most horrific way imaginable. She carefully and intentionally created a false sense of security, all while hiding the darkest parts of herself. That kind of deception and betrayal is not just harmful – it is monstrous and psychopathic. She began sexually abusing me in second grade, with her mother (your grandmother) around. Just imagine what kind of sick person does this. Her sexual abuse went on for years, and she normalized it and would sexually abuse me with others sleeping in the same room.

When I tried to seek justice for what your pedophile mother did, I was met with disbelief, blame, and isolation. The system failed to hold her accountable, and I was left to carry the burden of this trauma alone. It is a nightmare that has followed me throughout my life, poisoning everything from my education to my personal relationships to my sense of self and confidence. The emotional and psychological scars run deep.

Your pedophile mother Maimuna Salma’s crimes are real. They are documented, and no amount of denial or lies can change that. While she managed to avoid the legal consequences she deserved (like so many child molesters like her), the truth remains: She is a sexual predator who preyed on innocent children. I cannot remain silent about this any longer, because silence only allows the harm to continue in other forms.

I know this might be hard for you to hear, and I do not share it to hurt you. I share it because I need to speak my truth for the sake of my own healing, and you need to know the truth. Your child molester of a mother’s actions have left deep wounds in my life and the life of another little girl. Imagine how you would feel if someone did to you and your loved ones what your mother Maimuna Salma did to us. Imagine if an adult woman sexually abused you and little girls around you – what would you do and how would you respond?

The betrayal, the pain, the loss of trust – it is unbearable. But I refuse to carry this burden in silence any longer.

It is possible that you have never experienced the side of your mother Maimuna Salma that we did. If that is the case, I am relieved for you. But that does not change the fact that your pedophile mother’s actions have caused lasting harm, and you must recognize that remaining silent or in denial only contributes to the perpetuation of this harm.

I absolutely hope your pedophile mother Maimuna Salma, those like her, and their supporters burn in Hell. I hope that the fires of truth eternally burn your pedophile mother Maimuna Salma and monsters like her until each child victim and survivor gets their due justice. I curse your mother and all pedophiles and child molesters. That being said, these letters are not about revenge or hate, but about speaking truth to justice. They are about freeing myself from the weight of this trauma and ensuring that the whole truth is known. The truth is powerful, and it needs to be spoken and written, no matter how difficult or uncomfortable it might be.

I hope that one day you find the strength to confront these realities, just as I have had to do. Your silence, whether intentional or not, is complicity. I will continue to speak out against child sexual abuse.

There is a well-known quote by Archbishop Desmond Tutu: “If you are neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor.” I sincerely curse each and everyone of you who called yourselves people of faith and morality yet have chosen neutrality. I curse you. You have made your bed and you must lay in it. This includes of course your child molester mother Maimuna Salma, your father who continues to support a child molester, my father, my father’s brother and sisters and their children. I felt so abysmally abandoned, in fact I, a child, was blamed for your mother’s crimes, i.e blaming the victim and calling me crazy.

I will keep repeating this. I hope you never forget that your mother Maimuna Salma is a manipulative child molester and pedophile who reduced the humanity of at least two little girls by grooming and sexually abusing them. Your pedophile mother committed countless sins and repeatedly committed crimes. Your mother lacks integrity, morality, and conscience. She should be in prison. If you are anything like her, may you rot in Hell too.

I will end this first letter by saying that I am justified to talk about this forever because it has forever impacted my everything, my health, my sexuality, and my right to feel safe in my body. And you must remember this forever and never forget what your mother Maimuna Salma is and the crimes she committed.

Till next time.

Signed,

A survivor of your pedophile mother’s sexual abuse

P.S. I spoke about suicidal ideation, but I will never do such an act. I was scared of expressing myself this way, scared that your psychopathic mother would hurt me, my kids, or my loved ones in some way. After all, if she is capable of committing such heinous crimes as a child molester, what else is she capable of? If anything happens to me, if any harm comes my way, let it be known that it was your mother.