Take a look at the following Rape Culture Pyramid, and see where Maimuna Salma falls on the diagram. You will note that it is quite high up on the pyramid.

Sexual abuse of minors is the exploitation of a child and the dismissal of the child’s autonomy by an adult for that adult’s sexual gratification. Your mother Maimuna Salma is both a pedophile and a child molester who has committed countless, premeditated (premeditated means she planned and executed her plans) acts of child sexual abuse against multiple children. Minors cannot give informed consent, so your mother repeatedly molested and sexually abused little girls countless times without their consent. This is a form of violence in addition to explicit exploitation. Your mother Maimuna Salma exploited and abused the bodies, minds, emotions, and trust of multiple little girls. Maimuna Salma actively assaulted and manipulated the heart and soul of multiple little girls who trusted her and who saw her as someone they could trust. The child molester Maimuna Salma is an expert at masking her abuse as friendship and affection, all premeditated to commit countless acts of sexual abuse.

A pedophile is a person who gets sexual gratification from prepubescent children, especially kids that are under the age of 13, as was the case with me and the other little girl who Maimuna Salma sexually abused for years. A child molester is a person who engages and commits illegal, exploitative sexual activity with and against a minor, which your mother did for years. For the sake of clarity, I will point out that these two terms are technically not interchangeable, but they grossly overlap, as exemplified by Maimuna Salma. This is why we must use both terms to describe your predatory mother. Moreover, sexual abuse also implies physical, emotional, and mental abuse. Thus, your mother Maimuna Salma is not only a pedophile and child sexual abuser but also a physical abuser, emotional abuser, and mental abuser.

If you look at research, the research itself will say data and studies on female pedophiles and child molesters like your mother Maimuna Salma are very limited. Female perpetrators are less frequently reported and conviction rates remain low because of societal stigma and bias. Understanding this data, along with the legal system itself (as I described in my last letter), has helped me accept why Maimuna Salma could easily hire a lawyer and walk free. I asked perplexity.ai about the rate of sexual abuse by female child molesters like Maimuna Salma, and it said “Victim surveys suggest that 6–24% of sexually abused females and 14–24% of sexually abused males report female abusers” (https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4478390/). According to studies, the percentage of the population that is pedophiles is as high as 5%, while the percentage of the population that is child molesters is unknown due to under-reporting and unreliable data. This same paper (2015) I linked above and am citing from states “only about 50% of all individuals who do sexually abuse children are pedophilic and not every pedophilic individual actually has abused children (Blanchard et al., 2001; Schaefer et al., 2010) and not every pedophilic individual actually has abused children…In the United States, the National Center for Victims of Crimes, as reported in Finkelhor et al. (2009), states that one in 5 girls and one in 20 boys are victims of CSA (Crimes 2012).”

Examining the research on this frighting topic, even though much of it is limited or outdated, gives me a sense of being more informed and, in a twisted way, less isolated. Although because of trauma and shock, it has taken me years to even look at research without feeling sick, wanting to vomit, and having a panic attack. I bring up such data and research (you can do your own reading up on available research for free on Google Scholar like I did) to give both you and myself some context and points of comparison. Your mother Maimuna Salma is a seemingly rare predator, but monsters like her exist everywhere. I can emphatically say that Maimuna Salma is both a pedophile and child molester who put time and effort (again, her acts were premeditated) to groom two little girls under the same roof, dominating and manipulating them to commit child sexual abuse against them for years, robbing us of our innocence and peace, and traumatizing us for decades.

Children are a gift from the Creator, the Divine Being, Source, the Almighty, God. Is this what you do with gifts from God? What kind of person treats children like this?

The personality traits of a pedophile and child molester include narcissism and psychopathy, and evidence also demonstrates that Maimuna Salma is a narcissist and psychopath. These personality traits lead these sex abusers to commit a wide range of criminal acts like exhibitionism, voyeurism, and frotteurism (rubbing genitals on a child, which Maimuna Salma was most inclined to do) against children. She committed these abuses acting confidently as an authoritative and trusting adult, with other adults almost always nearby. You mother Maimuna Salma exploited her position of trust and deceived the multiple elders around her all while grooming her victims and being proactively conniving so that elders could not detect her behavior. After all, who would guess an educated woman working for a big healthcare company like McKesson would be planning and committing sex crimes in their shared home? A fool might say something like, “well maybe the pedophile and child molester Maimuna Salma did not truly know what she was doing as a young woman…”

But the thing is, Maimuna Salma never showed remorse, guilt, or regret and she never stopped sexually abusing little girls, going so far as taking a little girl downstairs to the basement to commit frotteurism while her fiance Ahmad Waris Rizvi was in the living room, going so far as transporting her victims across city lines over night under the guise of providing them food and taking care of them. Narcissist psychopath: Grandiose selfishness, exaggerated sense of self, utter absence of empathy, expert deceptive and manipulative tendencies, exploitation and abuse of others, superficial charm, lack of conscience, unwavering sense of entitlement (i.e. to sexually abuse little girls), reckless disregard for the well-being of others and impact on victims, and tendency towards criminality. And to justify her actions, the pedophile and child molester Maimuna Salma resorted to denial, minimization, fabrication and attack (crying to the mother of her victims and calling her victims crazy liars). Someone who selectively cares about children does not care about children at all.

Research literature shows that narcissist psychopathy has been linked to sex offending like child molestation and sexual abuse. In this 2019 paper, Johnson discusses psychopathy among sex offenders. One research study found that child sexual abusers scored higher than non-violent sex offenders on the PCL-R, which is the golden standard assessment for psychopathy. Another research study in the paper concluded that “child sexual abusers…had higher scores of psychopathy than other non-sexually violent offenders including higher scores on Factor 1 of the PCL-R, including Machiavellian (e.g., manipulative), callous-unemotional traits, narcissism, and devaluation of intimate relationships. The authors further concluded that child sexual abusers demonstrate more severe psychopathic traits than other violent offenders” (pg. 82). Additionally, the paper notes that both pedophiles and child molesters who have psychopathy are more likely to reoffend, and Maimuna Salma reoffended countless times. 

It should be pointed out, if not already obvious, that there are differences when it comes to female sex criminals versus their male counterparts. As Enes states in this 2022 paper abstract, “female sex criminals do not always conform and fit the stereotypes that are more commonly found in male sex criminals, [so not only is it] much more difficult for authorities to detain them [but also] the gender stereotypes that influence the disbelief that a female can be convicted of a sex crime, lessens the possibility and seriousness of reports of their crimes.” Enes also notes that “female victims of female sex criminals also have a difficult time convincing others that women can be abusive and that they can sexualize others” (pg. 3). This relates to the negative stigma when it comes to accusing female sex offenders because of patriarchal notions of women as passive, disinterested sexual actors; this then leads to the unwillingness  and lack of robust research on female sex criminals (pg. 3).

Enes goes on to point out that although ‘“studies have documented female perpetuated acts that span a wide spectrum of sexual abuse, which include even severe harms such as nonconsensual sex, vaginal and anal penetration with a finger or object, and intercourse (Hetherton, 1999; Johansson-Love & Fremouw, 2006; National Center for Injury Prevention and Control, 2011; Pflugradt & Allen, 2012)’ (p.2), [stereotypes still] persist and minimize the actions and crimes of female sex criminals [even though] there are documentations that challenge those stereotypes about women” (pg. 5). Maimuna Salma is a prime example of the thesis of this paper aptly titled “Female Sex Offenders: Double Standards” and is a beneficiary of the double standards that Enes discusses. If Maimuna Salma was a man, her crimes would have been taken more seriously. Maimuna Salma (and the lawyer who defended her) knew this would work to her benefit; she knew she would not be taken as seriously as a man and that her victims would have much more difficulty convincing others and society that women like her can be sexually abusive. Maimuna Salma felt entitled to the humanity of multiple little children and their bodies and souls. Deceptively acting as someone trusting and caring, and backed by her authority as an adult as well as backed by the patriarchal systems that emboldened her crimes, Maimuna Salma violated and exploited little children for her sexual gratification. She did not see or regard these children as actual other humans worthy of respect and dignity.

Enes also discusses the psychological effects on victims of female perpetrated sexual abuse: “There has been research done stating that a female’s sexual abuse as much worse than that of a male’s and the authors cite a study done by Sgroi and Sagent (1993) stating, ‘..that those victims who had been abused by both male and female perpetrators all felt that the abuse by a woman was more harmful and damaging then the abuse by a male’ (p.211).., the damage could possibly be greater due to the stereotypes of women, leading to the victims feeling betrayed by society and their views” (pg. 12). 

We are often taught and led to believe that all women are natural protectors, nurturers, and sisters in solidarity, but individuals like Maimuna Salma shatter this illusion entirely. Her actions, and those of monsters like her, defy every expectation of trust and care we associate with womanhood. Beyond the devastation of the sexual abuse itself, there lies an equally harrowing betrayal — an unthinkable fracture in the very foundation of what we are taught to hold sacred as femmes. The sisterhood and womanhood betrayal trauma has compounded the suffering and rage, creating a cognitive dissonance that has been profoundly destabilizing, a true assault on the mind and spirit. It forces one to question not only the abuser but the larger narratives we rely on for a sense of safety and belonging. Do not forget that monsters come in all shapes, sizes, genders, and societal/familial roles. 

The harm the female child molester has caused me as a girl and woman is a spiritual wound, a wound that has been bruised, crushed, broken. This is what your mother has done to multiple children. A wound that has pierced my gut, ruined my gut health, after all the subconscious lives in the gut. A constant implosion in me that I have to live with because neither the legal system or family (brainwashed by your child molester of a mother) has helped or supported me. The legal system is working like it has been designed to, and ”family” looks the other way, acting like nothing has happened. See and meditate on how much harm the child molester has caused. 

The psychological effect on me as a survivor of your mother Maimuna Salma’s pedophilia and child molestation has been catastrophically damaging, like a dark cloud hovering over me. For years I disassociated (and I became good at it with a cost) and avoided it, but it made its presence known in all facets of my health – depression, anxiety, nightmares, skin eruptions, immune and hormone disorders, panic attacks, exhaustion. Over the last few years, it has gotten to the point that if I try to ignore the dark cloud with over-work and more avoidance plus distractions, it strikes me with greater lightning bolts and I experience constant intrusive thoughts of sexual abuse and anger.  

The constant implosion is inflammation to the body, which wrecks the entire health of survivors of child sexual abuse like me and the other little girl. This is what your mother has caused and bestowed upon her victims. Does the psychopath, predatory child molester Maimuna Salma have no shame, remorse, guilt, or sense of accountability? She absolutely does not. She instead chose to lie, to minimize her disgusting acts of abuse, and to attack her victims as crazy and liars. Your mother also has such grandiosity (narcissism) that she believed she could get away with her crimes (the disturbing thing is she was not wrong) and her victims would forever be silenced and stuck in trauma. As I mentioned, these are defining traits of psychopathy. See and meditate on who your mother is. I curse Maimuna Salma for eternity until she makes things right, and I curse you as well if you repeat your psychopathic mother’s patterns. 

For so long I thought and felt that I was broken, but I was actually clogged with dark energy from all the abuse, pain, and CPTSD caused by the sexual predator Maimuna Salma. The rage and disappointment I felt towards myself was a huge distortion — it should all have been directed towards the child molester from the start. And to clarify, what I have been feeling is not just anger or rage, though those are obviously encapsulated, what I am feeling is righteous indignation as well as solidarity with other survivors. I am feeling and acting in solidarity. In bringing all this to light to be truly seen, I make myself whole again and the dark cloud will recede. 

I said it once, and I will say it again and again. 
I curse your child molester of a mother, I curse her till the end. 
We will see if she makes things right, I highly doubt it, since she is top-tier predatory blight. 
But she has you, young daughters, so I hope she sets a good example. 
However, in the end, it is you who must hold her accountable. 
I wish you good luck, please try your best. 
And if you do not hold her accountable, the karma will pass to your own kids. 
The decision is yours, so make it right, or else as I have said, 
I curse you too for upholding such evil blight.

Do you love your mother? Do you believe she is not a narcissist psychopath? If so, how will you hold her accountable and in integrity?

Till next time.